i did a survey ^^

50 short questions Survey!
Sleep with or without clothes on?	psh! without
Prefer black or blue pens?	my nails
Dress up on Halloween?	hmm maybe
Like to travel?	yeah i guess
Like Someone?	maybe...
Do they know?	i don;t know i didn\'t tell them
Who sleeps with you every night?	percy my stuffed teddy bear
Think you're attractive?	no
Want to get married?	well someday i guess
To:	thats a secret, people who know me would know he answer to that
Are you a good student?	yea im not bad
Are you currently happy?	urm kinda confused actually
Have you ever cheated?? Been cheated on?	...
Birthplace?	A HOSPITOL SOMEWHERE
Christmas or Halloween?	hallows eve, on christmas you have to meet up with family, sucks
Colored or black-and-white photo?	black and white its groovier
Do long distance relationships work?	i dno havent had one
Do you believe in astrology?	yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?	urm kinda
Do you consider yourself the life of the party?	not really
Do you drink?	no
Do you make fun of people?	only if i have a reason to like if they were mean to me i would take the piss outta them back
Do you think dreams eventually come true?	depends on the dream
Favorite fictional character?	batman
Go to the movies or rent?	yeah
Have you ever moved?	three times
Have you ever stolen anything?	nope
How's the weather right now?	well the sky is greyish blue its quite peculier
Last time you cut your hair?	urm the beggining of this year
Last person you talked to on the phone?	my friend aimees mum
Last time you showered?	this morning
Loud or soft music?	LOUD
Mcdonalds or Burger King?	neither im veggie
Night or day?	night i think
Number of pillows?	2
Piano or guitar?	guitar
Future job?	i dunno as long as its not in an office im good
Current job?	student?
Current love?	...
Current longing?	chocolate
Current disappointment?	the song playing on the tv
Current annoyance?
Last thing you ate?	urm some chips
Last thing you bought?	the chips that i ate a while ago
Most recent thing you are looking forward to?	im not looking forward to anything
What are you hearing right now?	a song
Plans for the weekend?	sleepover
What did you do today?	went to the river i live near
Pick a lyric, any lyric or song?	\"look into my eyes and its easy to see one and one makes two, two and one makes three\"
Pick a movie quote?	\"nice hat\"
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depression

i cant go and see my chemical romance, yes you head, i cant go and see them. I was so fucking upset when i heard. i frigging cried my self to sleep. so yeah all week ive been in a dark place. but now ive just gone darker than dark seriousley.

blahiggy

well hello there. Ive been ill for the past 2 days. *real tear* i was so bored, i got all camera whorish hehe. i shall upload those soon. i also took loads of pictures of my room, and i also redid my room. It already looked like a giant collage on all my walls (including the ceiling) but now it is a collage completed AND its on my door as well. Yep even when im ill i cant relax. i guess i couldve meditated. I couldnt be bothered.

SO EXCITING!!!!!!!!!!!

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just another post

My chemical romance. These guys are so beautiful, inspirational, amazing. They've put a smile on my face so many times. Hell they've saved lives, i can definetly say they've saved my life. Without them i probably wouldn't be the person so full of inspiration to do something with my life that i am today. So why do so many people assocsiate them with 'slitting your wrists'? i've been asked on numerous occasions 'why do you like them they're all about cutting and death and stuff' well i came across this it should clear up some stuff about my chemical romance
My Chemical Romance.A Band.And To Some, A Saviour.So Why Is It There Are People Continually Telling Me Certain Things About The Band I Really Dont Agree With.So Let Me Get Some Things Across.My Chemical Romance Is Not About Gashing The Shit Out Of Your Wrists.My Chemical Romance Is Not About Realizing You Want To Die.My Chemical Romance Is About Finding Those Feelings..The Darker Side Of You That Everyone Has..And Finding Different WAYs To Express It.Like Through The Art Of Writing [Stories, Lyrics, Poems..]Through The Art Of Imagery [Drawings And Some Forms Of Writing And Dance..]The Five Guys From My Chemical Romance Are Adiment About A Message.And The News Is, It Isn't Go Out And Fuck Yourself Up.Its Go Out And Try Your Hardest, Cuz If You Happen To Fuck Up, Just Know That There Are Those Five Other Guys Who Have Fucked Up Too..And Those Five Guys Are Living Their Dreams Right Now Because They Didn't Give Up When Everything Came Crashing Down.Because They Found That Different WAY To Express Themselves.So Again.My Chemical Romance Lyrics Are Not Sang To Tell You To Go Hurt Yourself Or Something Along Those Lines.My Chemical Romance Lyrics Are Sang To Let You Realize You Have That Little Piece Of You You Dont Quite Understand And To Find The Best WAY To Express ItAs I Said: Dance, Writing, Drawing And Acting Are Really Only A Few Of The WAYs To Express Yourself.Find One That Suits You.I Know I Have.

i completley agree with this, i've often said that music is the one worthwhile human invention. It's a way of expressing yourself. a way to let out emotions or to liston to someone else let them out. So find the best way to express yourself. Peace out.

spiders

Ok I do not understand how people can like spiders, or even enjoy to be in their presence i am terrified of them especially the big ones. This afternoon i was having a shower i got out and began to get dressed, i reached for my jeans and there was this HUGE FUCKING MONSTER ON THEM!!!!!! now i know i normally overreact about the size of spiders but this one, wow! it was HUGE it looked like a skinny tarantula. So i jumped into the bath and screamed bloody murder until my mother came and well squished it. Yeah i felt guilty but only after i had recovered. i mean i was shaking and crying and everything and it seems strange that something no bigger than my foot could effect me that way but it did.