spiders

Ok I do not understand how people can like spiders, or even enjoy to be in their presence i am terrified of them especially the big ones. This afternoon i was having a shower i got out and began to get dressed, i reached for my jeans and there was this HUGE FUCKING MONSTER ON THEM!!!!!! now i know i normally overreact about the size of spiders but this one, wow! it was HUGE it looked like a skinny tarantula. So i jumped into the bath and screamed bloody murder until my mother came and well squished it. Yeah i felt guilty but only after i had recovered. i mean i was shaking and crying and everything and it seems strange that something no bigger than my foot could effect me that way but it did.