i dont know

Well hello there, wow i hate growing up everything seems as though its going wrong. God i dunno i guess everyone can blame it on hormones. Sucks. i prefer to blame it on everything that feels as though its going wrong. Like for example my mum might make me move to some place called harwich, full of no one decent. I dunno except my aunt and uncle, but i dunno i can't exactly go to them when the next my chemical romance cd is out, i cant go to them when bands night is on and ask them if they want to come with me. If i do move i will be completley on my own. There will be no one remotly like me. If it happens its going to suck a hell of a lot and you realise if i move i won't have anyone, my ambition and self confidence will be at an all time low. I wont focus in class ill just sit at the back and doodle or something and then i wont be bothered to go to college ill just work at a Mcdonalds somewhere ill probably stop being a vegetarian as well. i wont stand up for my beliefs anymore. everything sucks. and ya know what? the only person that listens to me is this computer, i dont talk to it or anything, im speaking metaphorically, ya know? never mind. My best friend aimee she has her own problems im helping her right now, my other best friend sophie she doesn't understand my mum doesnt understand, my uncle doesnt understand, the rest of my family? PFFT! i dont even know if theyre classed as family if they dont talk to you or ask about you or complain when you dont visit but dont come and visit you either. Yeah i feel as though my family has disowned me. i know this was a very emo rambling but whatever everyone has that little emo kid inside of them.