Tuesday, November 28, 2006

hello

another meaningless ramble. Oh how joyful.
mood: ill =[
listoning to: armor for sleep - car underwater <333
oh things are nasty latly, it's nearly christmas and everyones sad. Good news is i probably won't need to move this year. WHOOP. unfortunatly i kinda want to move i really dont like the waiting, i'd much prefer to move right now than have to wait forever just anticipating it. Got most peoples presents. Which is good usually it would be the 20th of december and i still wouldn't have got them. I actually really hate school at the moment, i try and get out of it with every oppertunity i have. Maths in particular i hate, my teacher talks bull she's fairly nice but gets really annoyed if you dont get things repeatedly, like if you really dont get it and she keeps explaining but you still dont get it, thats when she gets really annoyed. which means that most of us that got stuck in her class just nod along while shes talking, if you get picked on to answer a question ya up shit creek. She hardly ever picks on me though which is good and i sit next to a pretty helpful dude. But anyone thats good with algebra and negative numbers get in contact with me!!. English is annoying, i have this teacher called miss cook and she goes on and on about how we're not supposed to talk. (my class has issues and refuses to shut up most of the time) i mean it's normal for a teacher to shout at someone for talking over them or w.e but she just spends half the lesson lecturing us on it every lesson, and then she blames us for waisting half a lesson for talking wtf?
The only thing i have to look forward to is christmas, i get to see my cousin =] and also march 29th thats when i see my chemical romance LIVE at wembly arena, hopefully i wont have moved by then, but im pretty sure i will. everythings really confusing at the moment. A lot of the time if im in public i feel as though i have to blend in so that no one notices me. Which is a shame, and i dont like doing it. i dont really see why 'chavs' bother me so much. i dont even see why they hate people like me so much. i mean sometimes i can understand if i actually knew the person and i had done something to upset them. but i mean total strangers give me shit and why do i deserve that?
a couple of weeks ago in RE we were talking about animal testing and whether its right or not. Teacher asked 'your pet or your mum' it was an inhumain question but brought up a heavy debate. Many people (like me) were called selfish and careless because they thought that animal testing was wrong even if it was used to help a relative. But i think the people that are selfish are the people that hate animal testing when the result is used on someone else but think its a good thing when its used on a relative to help. This is unfair. i personally think animal testing is wrong in every way you cant justify it. You cant justify cutting open a rat and putting an electrode in his brain, it doesnt matter if it's painless. It doesnt matter if the rat is asleep. That rat has done nothing to deserve it. People need to realise that just because we are more devoloped we are no greater than an ant. We have no right whatsoever to carry out tests on animals. anyway moving swiftly on, i may become wicca i need to do some more research on it but from what i have found out so far its a very respectable religion a;though in some aspects i am completley against religion i think the wicca community is friendlier than most.
I'm against religion because, well dont send me hatemail for this but lets face it, it starts wars. I mean why does iraq hate us? the crusades. We killed thousends of them. I mean sure it was like hundreds of years ago, but its not like they care.

anyway im going to eat omlette
toodles
take care
xxx

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